
Heart and Soul Soak
Leading up to Christmas this year, a million thoughts were churning through my head. I was struggling with how to celebrate this day without becoming a victim of how the rest of the world celebrates it. My fear was that my children would become greedy which YES they did by the end of the day. They really had no idea how much the presents cost, no idea of how much time or thought went into them it was more, ‘is that mine?’ or ‘when am I going to get another present???’ So it seems no amount of thinking was going to change the inherent selfish nature in all of us. And yes yet again Jesus became 2nd best rather than first. He’s supposed to be the reason why we celebrate CHRISTmas and yet the manger has been replaced by shopping malls and drunkard parties…Idid however discover Jesus admist it all and it was in the most unexpected of places. Leading up to Christmas, I’d had this idea of making these little teabags that you use in the bath (see pic above). They are incredibly easy to make (I’ll post the recipe) so I decided to make enough to give out at our local Nursing home on Christmas day. For once I actually followed through and we all rocked up at around lunchtime with our big bag of goodies. Liam was slightly shy but when he saw the smiles on those faces as he said “Merry Christmas” he become bolder and bolder. All I wanted to do was break down and cry, it was so incredibly sad. I saw such loneliness in some of their eyes and yet in some, such happiness. Then one of the nurses suddenly came and cuddled me so unexpectedly and almost cried as she said “I so needed this today”. She was referring to the ref to Matthew 11:28-29 ‘Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for you souls’. I was praying that the patients would be comforted by those words and yet it was in the heart of a nurse that God used that moment to comfort her…